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Name: zixi
School: Anglican High School Sports Class 1G'04 2G'05 3F'06 4F'07 Nanyang Junior College
Birthday:28th September 1991

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

DEPRESSED

To my beloved teammates:
I guess depressing is the only word suitable to describe how I'm feeling now.
Today's the friendly with vjc and we lost badly. Looking at cher and shir with
their teammates,I couldn't help feeling jealous.I'm not saying that you guys aren't as good as them in any way but somehow there's just something lacking in the team
and I can't help but think that it's my fault. Am I just not doing enough? It is already very unfortunate that we will become a SIG after the A div and that we have a teacher in charge who feels that we can't proceed to the second round because we can only win ijc. I know it's impossible to impose on you all the same kind of training that i'm used to back in secondary sch but i really hope that we can have a common goal which we could all strive for and achieve as a team! I agree that winning isn't everything but I can't even see the desire to fight for the ball. The reason why I'm blogging all these cause if I don't, I feel that I'm going to explode soon. Things aren't exactly going smoothly in my class and netball is really the only thing i look forward to everyday i come to school. It is my passion. And since this is the final year for the J2s, i really pray that everything will work out and there will be no regrets when i look back one day. Lots of things are going through my mind now which i don't know how to put into words. the only conclusion: my mind is on the verge of snapping.

cher and shir, thanks for lending a listening ear when i'm really really really in need of it! and thanks for all the great advice!