Achieve the Impossible

2009-12-31T15:16:00.003+08:00

To my beloved Grandmother:
I will miss you forever
and I'm really glad to know that I did something
to make you so happy,one last thing, before you passed
away.
Pls rest in peace.

人真的要到失去了才懂得珍惜嗎？

2009-12-05T15:46:00.004+08:00

Post prom @ REBEL!
although it was tiring but still fun, got to hang out with everyone!

2009-12-05T14:53:00.007+08:00

Met up with shan,grace,andrea,yingiet,connie and kristy after their chem mcq on the 23rd! Had steamboat at Roxy Square, the food was not bad but the portion was small and it was quite ex. andrea left early so after that we went to grace's hse t play mahjong. I love her mahjong tiles! damn shiny! lol

Graduation Day!

2009-10-18T00:11:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was Graduation Day,
although there wasn't any urge to cry
but still throughout the day, thoughts keep going through my mind
and make me wonder...

the videos by the different departments were damn cool
well some of them were esp the chem,physics and hist ones! haha
and of course Mr Quek's speech..
and we went to view the art gallery
which was simply amazing!
It's a pity cause they shld open to the public!
seriously!
went to eat suki after that and shaun came along too!

HAPPY FAMILY!? LOL

Look at how much my princess loves me! haha

FERLYN!:)

HAPPY FAMILY!

JERLINE!

WITH HUIRU & JERLINE :)

NY NETBALL!~

HUIRU & JINGKE'S MIDDLE FINGER
(she's just jealous!)

My dearest teammates, I will truly miss you guys alot!
jiayou for A levels and hopefully we can go overseas together
after that or something cause I really miss the chalet! :) haha
the times when we spent together are forever filled with laughter
thanks for always being there for me in different ways;
laoda, princess, jess and cherie!
LOVE YOU PEOPLE TO THE MAX! <3>

TAEYANG!

2009-10-15T17:57:00.000+08:00

2009-10-04T22:22:00.003+08:00

SNSD GEE

SNSD INTO THE NEW WORLD

2NE1 LET'S GO PARTY+FIRE

2NE1 LAST FAREWELL

BIG BANG LAST FAREWELL & HOW GEE

2NE1 & G-DRAGON I DON'T CARE (UNPLUGGED)

2AM TROT+ABRACADABRA

2009-10-03T12:50:00.002+08:00

I'm a happy person the past few days
got to meet han on wed
andrea on thurs
and grace on yesterday! :)

thanks to kaijia,peiyu,ally,hweekay for the present!
they insisted that the small thing costs alot though it's very small
haha thanks guys! <3

2009-09-29T22:30:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to u! U are born in the zoo! U look like a chicken.. And u smell like one too! By rachel and che:-*

Tse see! Love u love u! Sry didnt wish u ytd! But let me make it up by giving u a nice virtual hug and alot of kisses muacks muacks! Stay happy crazy funny and bff!

thanks rach & cher!
love you guys, and i heard the stupid song alr!
HAHA <3

2009-09-28T22:57:00.003+08:00

Jiahao's birthday celebration on fri!

This must be the worst bday ever!
had a big quarrel with my parents yesterday just because I asked
them whether i could celebrate my bday with my friends
hello is there even no room for negotiaition?
and it's seriously not my fault that i'm told at the last min
all the rubbish abt friends being more impt
what the fuck!
so i end the few hours before my bday crying for god's sake!
and then i spend the day rotting at home..
seriously the best day ever!
thanks to them!

thanks to the many ppl that remembered my birthday :):):)
andrea,grace,steph,junrong,zhihong,guorong,weehoe,shir,cher,yeehan,
huixin,kamhei,cihui,geraldine,ms tay,wanxin,kk,shiling,
jiahao,kaijia,peiyu,miki,shihua,corine

oh i'm really sorry andrea!
i promise it won't happen again.

BREATHE!

2009-09-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

I can't help but admit gaho is kind of cute at the
end despite the no. of times i've told miki
how ugly he is. lol

PARK JAEBEOM

2009-09-08T23:04:00.001+08:00

2PM YOU MIGHT COME BACK

2009-09-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA ! :)

LOVE YOU LOTSSSSSS &
I MISS YOU TOO ! <3

2009-09-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

After our gp paper on fri, we decided to catch a movie at amk hub.
kaijia and peiyu wanted to watch Final Destination but we and miki
repeatedly refused so in the end both of them gave in and we watched
SCANDAL MAKERS! (told you me and miki made the right choice! haha!)
though the movie came out in korea last year,but still it was
damn hilarious. miki literally laughed throughout the entire movie
and just because the theatre only had us and a few other ppl, her
laughter was damn loud! LOL! i tink the other ppl in the cinema
were kind of irritated with us! because the movie ended early,
we didn't know what to do and actually wanted to watch another movie
but too bad the timing was too off. so we ended up going to novena sq
because me and ally wanted to buy the cafe latte!! unfortunately,we
couldn't find it and bought the kimchi darling strongly recommends!
haha! and we tried the korean rice cakes which always looks so delicious
in the dramas! lol

2009-09-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

came back to sch for consultation
we were supposed to watch Scandal Makers bt somebody
pangseh me because she was broke due to her overspending on
food the day before!
had dinner with sutsia and her friend,huiyu,jess,hannah at the
prata shop and i found out that huiyu is highly
interested in the Lee family that she knows practically everything haha!
had a nice long talk with jess on the bus ride home and
we ended up talking abt all the REALLY WILD,CRAZY AND FUNNY MOMENTS
DURING TRNGS WITH PRINCESS,LAODA AND CHERIE
JUST COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS TRNGS!

2009-09-01T23:54:00.004+08:00

Went to study at downtown east bk with cher,shir and grace but apparently shir was in such a deep sleep that she just couldn't respond to any of our sms and calls! lol studied all the way till ard 5 plus and rach came to join us for dinner. fish & co express was yummy! and cheap! haha after that grace left so me and shir decided to go rach's hse to mug and we ended up talking abt all the stupid plays we did in all the student camps and we laughed damn hard! when we were abt to leave,dear rach suggested to sing karaoke cause she was so excited when she saw all the old chi songs in shir's hp! LOL~ all the mayday's songs! because of this, i reached home only ard 11..

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY/CLEP GRAD

2009-08-31T22:59:00.004+08:00

Reached school so early for nothing! had track dance first thing in the morning,it was so stupid that all the J2s left after taking the pledge. only the hse exco were dancing it was kind of pathetic. cherie and the rest just went home! slacked in the lep room for a while before going to the hall for the 'concert' which was quite stupid and boring at times but overall endurable.lol after that we went straight to LT3 for the LEP Graduation thing. Although it was irritating how lin lao shi kept emphasising how much effort the J1s put in, but it was really really not bad! the perf items were more of unique,like reciting the poems in canto. of course the highlight was huang lao shi's perf! excellent! haha and the buffet! lol

Awesome perf! It was huang lao shi's third attempt as he was just toooooo nervous! but it was still great! :)
went to the airport to study with the girls!
it was really really really great to see the girls again! <3<3<3

HOTTEST TIME OF THE DAY!

2009-08-29T12:35:00.003+08:00

HOT HOT HOT!
THE CAMERA ONLY FOCUS ON JAY AT THE END! LOL

2NE1'S FIRE & I DON'T CARE!
THE STAGE AT THE END WAS DAMN COOL!

2009-08-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

SOMETHING WHICH MADE MY MOOD MUCH BETTER!
2PM'S PARODY
DIRTY EYED GIRLS! HAHAHAHAHA
-TAECYEON TAECYEON
-JINGJING WOOYOUNG
-CHANSUNG BANDAE
-ONGSEUL ONGONG
-SUNSHINE JOKWON

2009-08-26T14:12:00.002+08:00

Things have changed so drastically that sometimes i couldn't help but wonder
whether i'm putting on a mask.
Am i really who i am?
Maybe,maybe not
But since when was i ever so patient?
Problems used to be solved without anything needed to be said..
Fucking sick of the outbursts of tempers

Angxin,i miss you!

2009-08-23T23:46:00.003+08:00

SONG OF THE DAY:
DBSK-PICTURE OF YOU

HEARTBREAKER

2009-08-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

COOL!

2009-08-16T23:49:00.001+08:00

OMG! MINZY TOTALLY ROCKED IT!
NEVER FAILS TO AMAZE ME WHEN SHE DANCES
AND SHE'S 15!

PART 1

PART 2

KARA'S VERSION OF 2PM'S AGAIN & AGAIN
WHICH I THOUGHT WAS NOT BAD!

2009-08-15T23:12:00.001+08:00

I just want to apologise, whether or not you're angry
and whether or not you're going to forgive me because i know
that the joke has gotten too far this time.
somehow i feel uncomfortable not having talked to you since fri
ok i know it sounds weird but i can't express my feelings in any other
better way.
at least now my heart feels lighter
but the knot is still there.
I'm sincerely sorry!

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2009-08-15T18:34:00.001+08:00

Just came back from studying with jess at expo
and saw leon and julian
GP remedial early in the morning
really tired...

TAEC IS SOOOOOO HOT!

JUNSU IS SICK...

2009-08-13T00:49:00.002+08:00

Today's math test was kind of screwed, should be another failure!
History test tml...
hopefully we can watch qie ting feng yun after that
quite productive studying at the library with ally and ah jek!
two bars of kit kat crunchy today...feeling kind of guilty now haha
missssss trngs!!!!

2009-08-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

I spent $17 on cab fare just because i woke up late today!
totally waste my money,should have followed ferran and dx and just pon gp~!
Crave for roasted duck!

2009-08-09T19:00:00.003+08:00

2NE1'S LAST FAREWELL!
THEY TOTALLY ROCKED IT! <3

WOOYOUNG IS SO CUTE BUT TAEC LOOKS A BIT WEIRD WITH HIS MUSCLES! HAHA

SHINee's Goodbye Stage With SNSD!
Yuri-Minho
Yoona-TaeMin
Sooyoung-Key
Tiffany-Onew
Jessica-Jonghyun

2NE1 I DON'T CARE ( REMIX VERSION)
LOOK AT MINZY POPPING WHILE RAPPING!
SHE'S FREAKING TALENTED

2009-08-08T23:25:00.004+08:00

SNSD'S SORRY SORRY!
YURI AND TIFFANY IS HOT!

2009-08-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

We had a sports carnival yesterday for the National Day Celebration.
Surprisingly, we got third place but this was mostly thanks to siming and ferran!
Ferran, stop brooding over your relay thing lah! haha
after that we went to Orchard Ion and all we did was eat eat and eat!
From there to Cine to Far East
Ding Tai Feng,takoyaki,prata sausauge,ja jiang mian,shaved ice,jap food,yogurt...
but this was for the sake of celebrating Rose's birthday :p

2009-08-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

Thanks for all the concern guys!
And kaijia's photo totally made my day! haha joking ahah :)
you know we love you
photos later!

2009-08-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

... ... ... at him ... ... ... at her ... ... ... at it ... ... ... ... ... ... .......................................
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speechless.

2009-08-03T17:54:00.002+08:00

Should eveything on the Internet be free? Free= Free of charge.
No hidden meaning. Though the saying goes 'never judge a book by its cover' but this doesn't seem to appply to this situation. Things are the way it is and looks. So I shall also leave it as it is with no questions asked and end everything that was once beautiful, nice and quietly. I hate denials and avoidance. And hopefully the memory lingers. Now my heart aches no more...

birthday celebration

2009-07-29T23:49:00.012+08:00

The free Fishy polariod!

While waiting for the train..

the birthday girl satisfied with her shopping! haha

Birthday girl and some random army birthday boy
Awarkardness...haha

Ferran's fish head

py & kj's seafood platter

DELICIOUS! :)

Drinking soup...

Drinking more soup

Cola tonic

GROUP PHOTO!

act one don't know what..lol

A SYMBOL OF OUR TRUE FRIENDSHIP

SEE WHAT SEE?!

AFTER THE SCAM ECONS TEST

THE TOP THAT MINJI WORE, ALSO FRM TOPSHOP!

ALLY AND I FOUND CL'S TOP @ TOPSHOP!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-07-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! :)

see how nice i am to dedicate one whole post to you! HAHA
anyway hope you enjoy this special day!

MORE EYE CANDIES!!!

2009-07-28T16:49:00.000+08:00

WOOYOUNG IS SUPER CUTE!!! <3

EYE CANDIES! :)

2009-07-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

2PM! <3

2009-07-21T15:42:00.000+08:00

How pathetic can i get?

There was nobody when I needed someone so badly..

My heart yearns for more

yet I know it isn't possible.

Belinda's birthday celebration

2009-07-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

Early celebration for belinda at simpang! :) kamhei couldn't be any worse at acting! haha

i almost gave the whole thing away! most of us came except grace and yeehan but next time we shld ban huixin the next time cause she could link everything to studies! LOL

hope you enjoyed the surprise belinda!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE ! :)

LOVE YA!

and like you said, let's meet up soon!

2009-07-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

After Sentosa on thurs
we ended up eating at Macs after deciding for a long long long time!

Met bay, hannah, ferline and sutsia at sentosa and ended up
playing volleyball and monkey in the sea together! haha it was
damn fun! :)

reported back to sch on fri for photo taking and the principal's talk
mr quek kept bragging how much he spent on the icecreams!

went to eat the $1.50 chicken rice before heading to joo seng!

after our last paper.

2009-07-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

You are always in front of me,yet sometimes i cannot understand what you're thinking.
You are someone i cherish,yet i have to let go.
I choose to.
Doing this just to stop questioning and then comforting myself over and over again.
Cause thinking too deeply will not change the situation anyway
Used to wonder if i was just not doing enough,
but now nothing matters,
cause the heartache makes me want to leave things as it is.
I guess i can only dwell on the past and think of the things we used to do.
Though deep down i pray for a ray of hope.

Those were such happy times and not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
.
.
.
Looking back on how it was in years gone by
And the good times that had
makes today seem rather sad,
So much has changed.

2009-07-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

just finished econs paper 1 in the morning, seriously who takes exams on a sat morning?

BIG BANG'S LATEST SINGLE!

HAPPY DAY!

2009-06-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

went back to sch to study with ally today and since it has been so long since we last saw each other, we couldn't stop talking abt FO and all the other stuffs!
and thanks for helping me with differentiation ally! sorry for distracting you! but who ask you to be such a busybody? haha joking! we shall go drink the bbt together someday k?
rose joined us ard 1pm and brought lunch for us! thanks rose!

MUSIC BANK '09
1) GIRLS AND BOYS GENERATION-GEE FEAT.
2PM,SUPER JUNIOR, SHINEE AND 2AM

2) SUPER JUNIOR-IT'S YOU/SORRY SORRY

3) 2PM-AGAIN & AGAIN/HATE YOU

4) SNSD-TELL ME YOUR WISH

5) 2NE1-UMBRELLA

2009-06-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

4 FOR $1 ! ;)

went back to sch to study with hk,kj and py yesterday and as usual we ended up talking! lol stupid mock test on mon!

sentosa on the 10th!

2009-06-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

VOLLEYBALL WITH ONE OF YC'S CLASSMATES!

SOME RANDOM BABY WE SAW. ISN'T HE DAMN CUTE?

YC'S SISTERS AND COUSINS JOINED US IN THE AFTERNOON!

ALTHOUGH IT WAS ONLY THE FOUR OF US, IT WAS STILL DAMN FUN NEVERTHELESS! ;) LET'S GO AGAIN!
DAMN MY SKIN IS PEELING NOW!

2PM

2009-06-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

MY NEW LOVE <3

AGAIN & AGAIN

STEAMBOAT!

2009-05-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

2009-05-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

on the other hand, my finger is still swollen and i've given up on my hist lecture notes and cha guan! i can't believe i fell asleep for more than an hour while reading my notes!

2009-05-26T22:56:00.001+08:00

This is kind of random but somehow today's pe was exceptionally fun with ally! "I'M SO SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU!" LOL! at least our cheer was better than ah ah's grp though ah jek was reluctant to do it with us! darling i can totally understand how you feel being in ah ah's grp! haha! oh so much laughter and fun today! <3 looking forward to thurs!

Rach's bdae celebration

2009-05-14T20:39:00.001+08:00

Mag's hse!

2009-05-14T20:36:00.001+08:00

LET'S MEET UP SOON PLS! (:

2NE1 IS HERE!

2009-05-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-05-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY!!!
You're 18 alr so stop being so childish and whiney ok! haha
anyway though it wasn't a very grand celebration but hope you liked what we prepared for you today! sorry there wasn't a cake!
it is really really great knowing you as a friend and i'm really glad that you're always there for me! thanks for knowing when i'm feeling down and comforting me (:
but nowadays you've been spending more and more time with rose which makes me jealous!! HAHA joking! Don't know what else to say, SARANGHAEYO ALLY! <3

FUCK!

2009-04-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH EVERYBODY?!

IF YOU DON'T WANT TO CLARIFY MATTERS, THEN JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

SERIOUSLY!

SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING!

ARGHHHHH!

why did I even bother crying?

I MISS THE GOOD OLD DAYS!

2009-04-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

Finally met up with Botin and Grace at parkway on friday after trying to for so many times! but mag that idiot pangseh! ate at ajisen and then accompanied botin to buy her earpiece. and seriously she's the first person that i ever met that take so long to decide on which to buy! then we went to look for her bottle but after deciding for a very very very long time, she decided not to buy! oh and she shot up again now i have to look up at her when I talk to her! stop growing already botin! haha
took bus home with grace but andrea called to meet up at simpang so we went. andy,cy,leon,jovan were there too and we just sat there and chit chat till 11 plus.
since andy had so much money, he treated us to satay! (:
the feeling was great, great to be able to joke and laugh so much without any worries! i miss you guys alot alot alot!lets meet up soon! pls!

we left sch halfway because college day was a total waste of time. basically it was just prize presentation and the list was so long it came up to 4 pages!boring boring boring!so we went clark quay to see the flea market and it was damn crowded! there were people everywhere and the place was small. kaijia gave up cause she was carrying a laptop ard while me and peiyu were hungry so we ended up eating bak kut teh! so tasty and homely! haha! we were not full enough but we were so pathetic we only had $1.50
left so we shared a bowl of rice and a plate of vegs! lol
went sticky to buy sweets! yeah thanks darling for the lollipop! (:

LOLLIPOP!

2009-04-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

THIS SONG ROCKS!(:

2009-04-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

The worst decision I made today was to watch the ' The Shinjuku Incident'!
seriously this is not a show for the weak hearted, all three of us were either getting a headache, heart beating at an abnormal rate or feeling weak in the knees.
the storyline was not bad but the whole movie would've been better minus all the freaking bloody scenes and the sad ending. throughout the movie, the three of us were like 'OH MY GOD!' 'WTF!' and screaming away! LOL
it was only halfway through the show that we realised it was NC16.
and this is the first time i found a two hour movie so torturous and we were damn tempted to leave early.the only reason why we chose this show was because 'LOVE' started only at 3 and the edison chen one starts showing only on thurs!
this show is definitely for those who enjoy thrills haha.

2009-04-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

Went to PLMGS yesterday to find andrea cause hist tutorial was cancelled and was so happy
to see tracy,zhiying,yingiet,connie and kristy! missed them lots! yingiet got bangs and guessed wad zhiying said,' they banged their head together!' It wasn't funny at all but andrea apparently found it hilarious! had to go back to sch after that cause of the parent teacher meeting. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be and definitely much better as compared to last year! I'm really grateful to have a ct like zhuang lao shi who is so encouraging and patient and has so much faith in me though i haven actually showed results. and of course my parents who are always there for me!

‘你十分的努力或许只会换来一分的收获，一百分的努力只会换来十分的收获，所以你不能放弃而是要加倍努力。’

XIAH JUNSU! <3

2009-03-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

THEY'RE SO CUTEEEE! (:

STEAMBOAT & EARTH DAY @ HUIXIN'S HSE!

2009-03-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

AFTER 930!

FROM 830~930 !

BEFORE 830pm
steamboat and mahjong session! (:

JERLINE.JINGKE.HANNAH & ME!

2009-03-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSED

2009-03-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

To my beloved teammates:
I guess depressing is the only word suitable to describe how I'm feeling now.
Today's the friendly with vjc and we lost badly. Looking at cher and shir with
their teammates,I couldn't help feeling jealous.I'm not saying that you guys aren't as good as them in any way but somehow there's just something lacking in the team
and I can't help but think that it's my fault. Am I just not doing enough? It is already very unfortunate that we will become a SIG after the A div and that we have a teacher in charge who feels that we can't proceed to the second round because we can only win ijc. I know it's impossible to impose on you all the same kind of training that i'm used to back in secondary sch but i really hope that we can have a common goal which we could all strive for and achieve as a team! I agree that winning isn't everything but I can't even see the desire to fight for the ball. The reason why I'm blogging all these cause if I don't, I feel that I'm going to explode soon. Things aren't exactly going smoothly in my class and netball is really the only thing i look forward to everyday i come to school. It is my passion. And since this is the final year for the J2s, i really pray that everything will work out and there will be no regrets when i look back one day. Lots of things are going through my mind now which i don't know how to put into words. the only conclusion: my mind is on the verge of snapping.

cher and shir, thanks for lending a listening ear when i'm really really really in need of it! and thanks for all the great advice!

friends?! OR foe?

2009-03-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

ok it's been kinda long since i blogged
but well lots of things have happened, both happy and unhappy
i would never have guessed that i would have to face such
childish and petty friendship problems even at jc level!
why can't things be the way it is in 4f?
is this request even demanding? apparently it seems so!
why can't things be solved simply? even if you have to add in a few swear words
i don't care!
is thrashing things out so difficult?
i'm really sick and tired of all these stupid mind games!
don't go cursing ppl behind ppl's back unless you're guilty and think that i'm refering to you!
不要对号入座！(:

2009-03-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN @ THE ZOO
CIP FOR MEGA KIDZQUEST
THE KIDS ARE SO CUTE! (:

today's the first day of the march hols but apparently it doesn't seems that way!
i was in sch at 8am in the morning for extra cll lessons till 10
went for breakfast at mac with hweekay before heading back to sch
to study.URGH FUNCTIONS!
had consultation with pan lao shi ard 12 plus together with hk,miki,kj and yc
and i have to admit it was really useful what wif all the tips ! haha
lunch was cup noodles cause we were broke!
did a little bit more hw before going down for trng!
had games with the seniors and some ex players from chong boon!
all in all, a FRUITFUL day!
HAHA

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TWO IDIOTS PLAYING IN THE RAIN IN AN ATTEMPT TO FALL SICK!

I had math tuition yesterday morning before meeting shir and grace
for lunch at 85 and once again we had chicken rice
though shir always say that we shld try something new lol
cher met up wif us and we went to bedok library cause grace wants to mug and her block test is next week!
jiayou girl! you can do it!(:
left the library ard 3 and grace left for her trng
so shir suggested that we go down to eastpoint to chill
but starbucks was so crowded when we got there
and we ended up eating some korean food
sat there and chit chat for quite a while before 'shopping' ard
is popular counted? lol
cher went home and shir came over
and we watched bang bang tang as usual!
it was damn hilarious!
and we couldn't stop laughing!
I really miss the old days!

2009-03-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

strained my knee during pe yesterday
and due to the insistence of my fellow friends,i went ard lessons in a wheelchair!
though it was damn aa but it was super fun and comfy! haha
i guess through small incidents like these, i can sort
of see who are real friends who i can depend on esp in times of need!
little things like this do tell alot and it gets me thinking.

anyway got back my math paper today and as expected i failed really
badly but still i was disappointed.
very unluckily i was on the same bus as Mr P. and he talked to me abit
and as usual it was all the stuff like retaining blah blah blah
and it got me thinking again
maybe i really shld cause time IS running out.

today was the review again and the teacher came down again
i was kinda pissed cause all of us could tell that the teacher wasn't impressed
with what we were doing
but like jess said maybe the more we want to prove her wrong and
the harder we try, things will end up backfiring even more easily.

YEAH!

2009-02-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

BLOCK TEST IS FINALLY OVER!!
trng yesterday was ok but kinda dull cause my princess didn't come!
take care of your heel k! :)
apparently there wasn't any review due to the parents teacher thing with
the j1s.

模范棒棒堂三代同堂全新开堂！
OMG I CAN'T WAIT!

block test

2009-02-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

i'm left with the last paper on friday! chi lit!
seriously time flies
but the sad thing is i think im gonna fail everything!
every paper oso GG!
how pathetic!
hope that this will serve as a motivation for me to work harder?!
haf to admit that too little effort is put into preparing for
the papers this time.
oh well what's happened has happened!
my next target shall be the mid year exams! yeah!
can't wait for exams t be over
and the effing review is on fri!

go away and stop irritating me with ur disgusting actions!
it seriously irks me!

Happy Birthday!

2009-02-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEEKAY! =)

CCA Bazaar

2009-02-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today is CCA Bazaar, and it is damn tiring
shouting and trying to compete with those that have loudhailers
but luckily the response was considered overwhelming! haha
hopefully everyone will turn up and stay in netball
that way we can 'qualify' for the A div.
anyway today damn suay
got hit by the ball twice!
first time my specs got dented and princess went with me to
the optician outside sch
2nd time got hit and the lens dropped out!
luckily my personal optician bay, fixed it with her miracle hands!
haha thanks bay! =)

we wanted t night study but it seems like ending sch at
5 practically every other day has drained our will and
energy to do so.
we could last year precisely because we had enough time to recharge
and chill after sch before continuing night study
but apparently this has become difficult this year
so sian and block test is coming!

THANK YOU! <3

2009-02-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU ALLY AND ROSE FOR TEACHING ME FUNCTIONS !! :)
even though your are supposed to be studying cha guan.
and I won't blame your if i fail! haha

2009-01-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

we had a little meeting with the hod of pe yesterday
for a review session, turns out that we shld have a
new direction: umpiring! according to her, we shld be unique
from other schs and explore different opportunities!
seriously,who would join netball to be an umpire
it is totally ridiculous
like as if this could help to attract more members
it would save a lot more trouble to just close down netball,trust me!
and she was asking for our opinons and we told her that nobody would choose umpiring
over playing the game itself but she insisted that there would be
ppl with different characters who would want to try new things! like wtf!
then she was bombarding us with qns like ' are your mentally and physically prepared?'
'what's ur coach's expectations of your? is she effective?' 'wad are ur achievements?''I don't see your putting in enough effort!'
seriously, since when did we see you overlooking our trng sessions or were you always peeping behind a pillar?
are achievements really that impt? i mean who doesn't want to win something
and bring glory to our team and the sch
but look at what we have,it's not like we have not been trying our best
to do whatever we can to continue on
if we wanted to give up,we would have done so when the seniors handed over
and there were only the five of us!
looking at how easy you said everything,i can only say that you know
NOTHING about the game! so stop acting like you know everything and stfu !
so what we had players that just learnt the game?
we treasure the times spent together and work hard as a team!
seriously it just boils down to the fact that the sch doesn't want to spent money
on cca they deemed useless,instead they spend it on building the ugly and even more useless garden.
if they really want achievements, they can just keep one or two cca
and close down the rest
what's the point of pretending to have a review when we can alr
guess where this is headed?
so we have been trng so hard and right now when it's nearing the
season, we have somebody questioning our ability
and whether we even have the right to participate in the A div
this is just great!

CNY celebrations

2009-01-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had lessons frm 730 till 12 before
the one hr celebrations in the hall.
but the stupid celebration ended only ard 2
our class shld haf gotten some price for the
rangoli competition if only the teachers had more
artistic talents like us! HAHA
it was really quite nice at first if wang yongchang
did not somehow destroy it by pouring all the colours all over!
and we were really efficient and i mean really really
quick when we were asked to clean up! lol
we all agreed we shld like open a cleaning company or something
then we were the first to choing to the bus stop
before we were even officially dismissed !
cause zhuang lao shi treated us t Seoul Garden buffet! :)
went walking ard wif ally,kj,corine hk,py, rose and the guys
and most of us, including me could not resist
the temptation to buy nail polish! lol
shopping at bugis street was freaking hot and squeezy !
we went there in hope of buying a shirt to change
cause we were damn smelly and sweaty from all the smoke
but we ended up enjoying free aircon at BK
and miki was pissed by rose who destroyed her nails!
haha but rose did mine nicely!
bought friendship bands and a nice necklace from diva
thx for the shirt ah jek! :)

2009-01-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

screwed!

2009-01-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

Today was a series of unfortunate events!
had to do 40 push-ups for wearing the wrong pe attire,
but i only did 20 in the end lol
pe was fun cause we were mixing ard wtih the other classes and
we made new friends who were super crazy and funny!
and we are called the AFRICANS!
due to time constraint, we ran 3 rounds ard the track
and did all the stretches and stuff
seriously, what with trngs on mon,wed, fri and pe
on tue and thurs, i think i'm going to die soon!
the next major thing was that we are sort of forced to take H3 cll
at least till the block test
the way the hod spoke to us actually meant that we did not really
have a choice unless you had csc as a backing
so now i'm stuck with H3 CLL for at least five weeks
till results really prove that I can't cope
cause it's not as if i'm aceing H2 cll now
but whatever!
so kj,we are all in this together
and stop thinking abt it in a negative way!
cheer up! :)

things to cheer me up!
1)watching videos on youtube
2)meeting the girls including rach on fri
3) i finally completed my zuo wen

TRAINING!

2009-01-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS! :)

2009-01-18T02:06:00.000+08:00

2009-01-18T01:18:00.001+08:00

Finally it's the weekends! its been so long since i've
looked forward to sats. the entire week was freaking long
and tiring and it's only the first week! first was the open hse, which was a killer!
everything was quite badly planned what with all the participants
having to perform in their own cca, but i guess it ended rather
well just that there were lots of confusion in the middle.
felt that our open hse wasn't a success considering the
no. of ppl who came.
anyway i was under the sun for almost the entire day umpiring the matches,
while cherie was slacking there taking score.
sch ends like 4 to 5pm everyday due to all the remedials and consultation sessions and i still have trngs, worse is that i
have lesser breaks in between
so i shld seriously consider dropping H3 CLL
the only good thing that happened was that we had a new GP teacher,
who is really really good!
and the bad thingS are we still haf the same econs teacher,this new
irritating math teacher and another irritating chi teacher!
hist test was screwed
chi test was also screwed!
i better adapt to the new timetable soon!

FIRST DAY OF SCH!

2009-01-12T19:31:00.001+08:00

Today was a total waste of time! i actually just went to
sch to report and listen to all the stupid, boring
announcements and speeches.
after that, we were supposed to go to bedok/tampines mrt station
to give out fliers cause tml is our sch's open hse.
me,miki,hk,cherie,adeline and huiping went to bedok
while dx,yc and the rest went over to tampines.
at bedok, there were no students but tons and tons of
old aunties and uncles.
we stood there for damn long and only managed to
give out a few fliers each
and it was kinda embarrassing too.
the only good thing was that i met shan and weiyang! haha
after that, we decided to go over to tanah merah
and expected more students but apparently
we were wrong ! the timing was damn bad!
so we went up to ahs to give out fliers and just forced
the fliers to all the sec 4s!
ppl looked at us like we were freaks!
the rest left when it was 2 while me,hk and miki
went to the indoor stadium to watch the bball match.
ahs vs macpherson and we won! LOL

BON VOYAGE MS TAY!

2009-01-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN WHEN WE WENT TO SEND MS TAY OFF AT THE
AIRPORT!
MS TAY'S GOING TO LEAVE FOR A YEAR AND
WE'RE GOING TO MISS HER! :)

2008-12-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

My parents were on leave yesterday and today so we went out
to shop, but i haf absolutely no idea why they
had to choose Causeway Point of all places
when we are staying in the east lol
so we took the mrt frm tanah merah all the way to jurong east
before changing to the red line!
I don't think i've ever travelled as long as this time
luckily it wasn't exactly a wasted trip cause i managed to get
a shirt and two pairs of jeans.
went to the class chalet after that,
it was the first time i ate so much at a bbq
all thx to cherie,jiahao,dx and those who kept
supplying us food while we were watching 'xiao niang re'!
managed to catch up with ally,haven't seen her for a long time
even ferran was more updated! lol
py,dx and zh drank beer until their faces turned red
and it was really really red,
we couldn't stop laughing
because of this, i couldn't meet up with andrea!
seriously,it's all your fault if you think carefully! :)

today was freaking tiring because we went hiking at MacRitchie Reservoir.
even trng wasn't that bad !
we hiked for like 3 hrs just to see this bridge called the' tree top
walk' and in the end the bridge was only 200m or so,
plus the view wasn't as fantastic and attractive as the picture shown
on the website!
i guess i can only give credit to the photographer who took that picture
lol it was quite a disappointment actually.
and the thing is there was no turning back because it was one way
so you had to complete the entire trail if you wanted to
get out
and if you walked at a normal pace, it can take up to 5 hrs!
my knee hurt like crazy and i never felt so relieved
when the walk ended!
so ppl, heed my advice and never go there unless
you want to undergo the same experience personally! haha
despite feeling exhausted,my parents insisted on going t
amk hub to walk walk since it was on the way.
i was reluctant but still i was tempted by the sushi! haha

2008-12-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

my cousins and aunties came over to our hse for a small gathering.
the food was normal but tastes rather good; there was curry
chicken,roti prata,chicken wings etc.
the chicken wings was damn shiok! haha
we watched all the variety shows and the last epi of
Robbers,it was freaking funny cause we kept
criticizing the second male actor!
abt his looks and tummy.
seriously, we shld haf more of this kind of gathering!
before that, we went to teoheng for a singing session which we had planned for
over a year because everybody was so busy.
first,i had 'O's then my cousin had to prepare for her
uni exams then her sister had 'O's too!
so we dragged until a year later!

FRI
met minghan,kj,ferran and yc for movie and dinner
after trng
twilight was good though except for the fact that yc and
ferran kept talking and complaining throughout
the entire show! haha
edward cullen is hot!
then we even had gift exchange and
i got yc's gift: a multi-colored teddy bear.
not bad considering the fact that we expected him
to give something he got from taiwan!

2008-12-23T11:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was freaking tiring and i'm officially sick!
had trng in the morning frm 9 to ard 12,
and the focus of our trng was observing MILLIPEDES! haha
it was damn fun and disgusting at the same time
but i guess we were just too fascinated with them
after that slacked at the atrium with kj,hk bx they all
and xr was very nice to share her lunch with me
cause that stupid kj never see my sms lol
anyway, we were supposed to do math while waiting for yc
but in the end because firstly,yap kaijia was too tired and secondly
she only brought the math qns but forgot to bring
CALCULATOR,so we ended up gossiping again.
went for lunch at the coffeeshop when yc was done,and kj
insisted on cabbing down to lot1 so she had to pay more!
we reached ard 3 so we decided to start early cause py and corine
were the only ones there.
yc called minghan and he said that he will reach soon but in the end
he only turned up ard 4plus and he had to leave ard 630!
that tiki oso!tsk!tsk! (you noe who you are,so stop denying michelle!) :)
and the both of them are liars! haha
ferran turned up too cause he finally discovered the joy
of doing cip? lol
and he,yongchang and minghan kept talking rubbish
seriously, they are ppl of the same frequency!
finally decided to haf dinner at pasta mania because
yc wanted food crt,kj wanted MOS burger,ferran wanted pasta mania
and i wanted subway! LOL
I'm officially sick! wtf!

有时候许多关心真的很廉价，但都是出于好意。这样的好意没道理招来冷嘲热讽。

SCARY! O.O

2008-12-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the final cip at BBP, me and yc did the full shift
frm 11 to 930. but that stupid kj overslept and ended up reaching ard
2 plus and i waited for her at the mrt station for
like half an hr!! I don't care, you owe me a drink! :)
during the first shift,me, yongchang and minghan kept
talking rubbish and crapped away!
then michelle came and we wanted to psycho her to go
eat with us and'be back in 30 mins',haha but she insisted
on staying at the counter.
had lunch at long john
during the second shift,ferran came and now there was even more
crapping and I couldn't stop laughing! haha
you can never imagine the day when ferran can laugh at other
people's chinese! lol
anyway, let me ask everyone a simple qns!
If someone you know uses his/her hp no to call you 9 times,
is that considered prank calls?!
I'm sure if someone wants to prank call you, they wouldn't be
so stupid as to reveal their identity to you by
using their real no!
seriously, things are getting more and more ridiculous!

ZZZ

2008-12-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

Just reached home from doing cip at bukit panjang
today was totally a waste of time,
and we were quite pissed at the in-charge today for asking us
to shop ard instead of helping out cause there was alot of
ppl today,so in the end we shopped ard,printed photos and even went to
the library to borrow bks like wth!
it was damn sian and freaking boring.
but actually it's all minghan's fault cause apparently he didn't
inform his classmate that we were also coming down today
plus michelle didn't come today too
and when we called him to tell him abt what happened,
he actually laughed at us lah!

also, today we were supposed to have self-trng
but once again it's cancelled
so that makes it one trng in two weeks!
great! seriously,maybe we shld consider not participating in
the A div next year
why embarras ourselves?
now is the time of the yr where there's supposed to have INTENSIVE
trng but look at us! always without a complete team
excuse me! we only haf 8 ppl!!!
so if one or two person can't make it,we can jolly well slack the whole trng
off or wad we call it 'team bonding'!
and even if there's trng,we can't even do a full crt game
we can never focus,i mean there's nth wrong with laughing ard
but there must be a time when we must be serious too
and it's not as if we are all alr very skilled or whatsoever
plus the fact that our budget has long been used up
and we cannot haf coach down anymore
apparently nobody cares and sees the impact of this on our team
so i no longer see the point in making so much effort!
maybe i shld just quit,instead of making myself feel
so useless
now i feel that it's difficult to find back that passion i
once had for playing netball!
whenever i hear cher talk abt how fun itis now
during netball with the juniors, i feel so envious
and empty at the same time
as the vice cap, yet there's like nth i can do
and i feel so helpless!

FUCK YOU!FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!

2008-12-11T22:42:00.001+08:00

yesterday, i only woke up at 12 plus and went to my
mum's office to have lunch before
starting work.
we told kj to meet at 6 but we only turned up at 630
cause we were busy shredding documents lol
then me,kaijia,bk and dx went to fetch yc from the airport
yupp,he is finally back
and guess wad,he only bought for me a kinder bueno
hello we expect more than that! haha
and the thing is he landed at t3 though it was the same flight as ours
had dinner at popeyes and only me and kj ate
although dx was the one that suggested to eat there
then chatted wif yc till 4 plus in the morning
which almost cause me to be late today
luckily i was awaken by cher's call and we met shir at tanah merah
in the end we decided to eat buffet at bugis's seoul garden
surprisingly we ate damn little this time round
and cher stopped eating after an hr
while shir insisted on resting and going for a second round
after that we started walking ard aimlessly
cause cher couldn't rmb that new shopping mall that we intended to go to
haha and since it was raining we were stuck in bugis street
and walked in circles
when the rain got smaller we went to take bus 12 back
and it was freaking cold
shir went home and cher accompanied me to cut my hair
and after that i dunno why cher suggested walking back to my
hse and according to her we walked for 25 mins!
but it didn't feel that long
she bathed at my hse and then went to meet yongsheng
need to slp early cause there's trng tml
and hopefully there will be more ppl!
no coach,no team...wth!

2008-12-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Went to sch at the same time today to do the stupid chi
project again,but still it was impossible to
complete it and now we are still left with one ppt
did until 12 plus and we were so hungry that
we all decided to give up and we went for lunch at
suki sushi
after bx and corine left for their sgc meeting,me
and kaijia went to watch Four Christmases which is not a
bad show and quite funny although some
parts are rather gross. haha
and we realised that the vcds and dvds at amk hub are
freaking cheap like one show for $9.90 but we had no money
left and we couldn't draw money cause kj's acct was only
left with $7! LOL
and Andrea is finally back! though she insists that she was never
mia! :)

2008-12-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

Today is a public holiday yet I had to wake up at 8 plus
in the morning to go to sch to do some stupid chinese
project. it wasn't really fruitful cause
somebody forgot to bring the edited proposal
haha! :)
after that,i went to meet my parents at wisma for lunch
before shopping
but my dad and bro were the ones doing the most shopping
and in the end all i got was a pair of crt shoes and
fbt shorts at queensway
the new netball court shoes are freaking
expensive so i got an old one
but still i tink the old models look nicer
wad a well spent holiday!
lol.

4F07 BBQ!

2008-12-06T16:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a really tiring day.
woke up at 5 plus in the morning and reached the bus stop at 620!
reached kallang slightly before 7 and
waited till 8am for the first match to begin
since we only have 5 ppl, we played together with chong boon
i can only say that they are really skilled
since just adding two players made everything really much easier
when will we ever have a full team?
anyway the only other jc there was tjc and surprisingly
grace turned up! haha
and i saw alicia and coach too !
the rest were secondary schs like dunman and katong convent
played all the way till 12 plus and though it wasn't as hot
as the RGS carnival,i was still sun burnt.
and it wasn't as tiring too cause the each game was just 10 mins
and we played only 11 games instead of 13
while waiting for our turn,me cherie and jingke ended up talking
alot of crap and laughing till my stomach cramp
lol it was hilarious!
after the carnival ended,had lunch with grace and her friend/junior at KFC
then i went home and met mag and grace and left for tracy's hse
met andy at simei mrt and walked a long way to her hse
it was good to see everybody again,
but the stupid fishball has been mia for a long time!
missed andy's and kc's jokes!
the bbq was good and all of us were laughing the whole night
really really missed the old days!
and only left ard 11 plus.

i feel really really guilty towards miki and hweekay for finishing the entire
news report,
i dunno wad else to say except to thank and
apologise to both of you!
i owe your a meal!

TAIWAN! :)

2008-12-04T16:34:00.000+08:00

After 8 days,i'm finally back in Singapore!!
SQ was really comfy compared to Silk Air because there's
moveis and the food tastes better!
lol
i guess the world is realy small cause
met he shen and some ahs bball/tt juniors at the taipei airport
and i actually chatted wif he shen considering the fact that
we don't really know each other very well
haha but it was cool!
Taiwan was really fun!!
Most importantly was the food and shopping!
all that we ate in the night markets was
sponsored by zhuang lao shi! haha
it was really really really nice of him
so now he finally cleared his debt of 24 cups of drinks!
woke up only at 2pm just now cause we have been waking up at 6 everyday
and slping only at 1 plus at night
i slept at 4plus on the last night
reason being that we had to write a diary
and i always ended up writing down the itinary so
haven had a good nights slp for a long time!
another shiok thing was the weather,
cold cold cold!
me,miki and hweekay slept together so we had 3 DOUBLE beds on the first night! LOL
and i wanna thank both of them for making this trip
such an enjoyable one!
another thing, yap kaijia didn't come to fetch us at the airport like
she promised!!!

LOLLIPOP!

2008-11-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

The guests were LOLLIPOP and ENERGY!!!
The concert was held at expo on sat night
and i got the tickets when i changed phone but since my sis
did not want to go,
i went with yongchang and xinrong instead
though i was rather sick
but i couldn't bear to give up such a rare opportunity
and it's really unbelieveable to see them live right in front of me!
LOLLIPOP ROCKS but ENERGY was not bad too, haha! =)
the only bad thing was there were no chairs
and that wang yongchang kept pestering me to leave halfway cause his
legs were breaking
which was true
my legs were also aching when the concert ended.

PICTURES OF CHER'S BIRTHDAY!

2008-11-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

2008-10-27T19:23:00.001+08:00

I haven't been blogging for a long long time since that stupid incident. this morning, my dad drove us all the way to town for breakfast only to find that shop closed so in the end we had macs instead. haha after that met my pw grp members at sch to do pw (duh!) was shocked to find eng puay's and yc's grp there choinging pw yc's grp's video is quite cool in a sense that itis different but the best presentation in our class so far was hweekay's grp mr quek claimed that the sch will be open for our use but in the end all classrooms were locked including both the side gates! so we ended up practising OP at the Grandstand which was bloody hot and stuffy. and kaijia joined us after her trng. left ard 230 for lunch as all of us have not eaten me and kaijia wanted to eat suki sushi but corine and ferran didn't want to because they claimed that it was too ex and we argued as to where to go all the way to the busstop even after a million buses passed by in the end ferran decided to come wif me and kaijia while corine went to bishan cause she was having tuition at 4. SORRY CORINE! on the way to amk,kaijia and ferran quarrelled as usual and that ferran started complaining upon knowing that we had to walk and he kept suggesting other places like fish & co though he only had $5! left suki sushi at 4 plus (this time it was cheaper,haha) ferran went to meet his friend and me and kj went 'shopping' bought earrings and hp pouch and we practically went up and down,in and out just to get these few items! and that stupid girl withdrew $20 and bank in $10,like wth! LOL saw sam and her friend and i was telling kj and she said,"who's samantha?" saw ally,da bian,adeline and shi hua and we were damn AA! haha Ally, i will buy the same pencilbox as you!!!! :)

FUCK

2008-10-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

I was in an extremely good mood today until some fucked up person came to mess eveything up.
went to suki sushi wif darling and kj
the food was good;salmon,unagi the usual
but we got cheated cause the service charge amounted to almost $7!!!
went home after that but guess what when i woke up, i realised that i missed my stop so i sat all the way to changi airport and back again.
met grace and shir at tm first to get a present for cher,but apparently we couldn't make up our minds.
in the end, we met up with cher and belinda at CS food crt for dinner
walked ard and bought some accessories

ok here comes the exciting part:

周：如果你将这段对话告知天下，就意味着你问心无愧。一定是趁我不注意的时候做了很多很多东西，也或许是刻意隐瞒自己所做的东西。如果真是如此，那我要道歉和赞美了。道歉是因为误会了你，赞美是因为你的隐瞒能力已经传神了。尽管如此，你也不必要那样对我说话，虽然我不知道你偷偷做了多少工作，但我做了video还帮忙做ppt，虽然或许无法跟你的贡献相比，但我也尽力了。以你优良的品德，是不会这样说一个尽了力的人吧。
因此我推断，肯定是有人用了你MSN的accountt跟我聊天，然后再用了你博客的account发表这个post的。你也太不小心了吧，一定是忙过头了。

你要说的话就直说，不要在那边话中有话，讲到自己多么有道理。你要表达的是你很有墨水吗？
的确，我问心无愧！不要以为你做了那么一点事就洋洋得意。顺便给你一点意见，否则你真的是无药可救！
以后当你想再发表你的意见时，我介意你先照照镜子，反省反省。
因为我觉得你以后多的是反驳其他人的机会。这应该对你会有很大的帮助。
趁你不注意的时候？那种情形可多着呢！还是我该说，趁你提早离开或不在的时候？！我只能用不胜枚举来形容
不知道是谁在上课时在一个角落读书或创作，我不想知道。
又或者在应该做ppt slides的时候，在读着上课该听完的讲义。
请问意义何在？
当你问我是不是问心无愧时，这个问题你应该先问一问你自己！
哦！我忘了！你已经尽力了，不是吗？
不要再自以为是了
而且我可以告诉你，不只我一个人那么认为。
你宝贵的赞美和道歉，谢了但我不希罕。

周: 观棋不语。。。既然是局外人就少插嘴，如果只会旁观就没有资格说我事倍功半，要说也可以，我们可以做个比较，毕竟，指出一个比我效率高的人可让我学习，你也别旁观了，行动证明一切。当然不用真名是很明哲保身的，可惜现实生活你没办法这么做。

如果连局外人都插嘴，您说着代表什么呢？
是不是没学过什么是旁观者清吗？
况且，我朋友在替我出气，你又在插什么嘴？
如果您觉得有说错什么，我可以帮你叫我朋友出来见个面
这种举手之劳，我一定办得到！

in conclusion, JUST FUCK OFF!
I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR KNOW-IT-ALL AND INSISTENCE THAT YOU'RE NEVER IN THE WRONG!
NOT HAPPY? THAT'S SERIOUSLY TOO BAD!

OP

2008-10-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

PW is driving everybody crazy,
but nth makes me vomit more blood than this
ENJOY!

zixi says:
how's the OP now?
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
im working with the video
zixi says:
still?
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
kj said he finish most of the ppt
zixi says:
hello we need the script
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
corine went out lol dunnoe when come back to do script
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
corine doing it
zixi says:
you're supposed to help her with it
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
lol.
zixi says:
it's seriously not funny
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
then u do the video?
zixi says:
excuse me,how long do u intend to take to do the video?
zixi says:
stop using it as an excuse to not do other things
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
pls dun talk to me like that
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
if u think it take very little time then u shld do it so we can be more effiecient
zixi says:
oh wow so now it's my fault
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
i went to woodlands library to borrow the book today
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
it is when u talk to me in that manner
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
im working since i got home
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
when ppl went out to play
zixi says:
IC
zixi says:
so shall i give you a round of applause?
周【得到的尚未得到，该丧失的早已丧失】 says:
no u shld either let me finish the vid or help with other things
zixi says:
hmmmm
zixi says:
yupp,the video that takes an eternity to complete
zixi says:
i tought it was alr done?

then he stopped replying
maybe because he was as pissed as me?

2008-10-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my cousin's wedding so we had to go to my aunt's house early in the morning to see the groom and bride 敬茶. but because my aunt stayed at bukit timah, we had to wake up at 7 in the morning!
took a lot of pictures when the groom and bride arrived with their friends and families but after they left, we were so bored that we ended up playing Bridge in the room with my cousins.haha
had buffet for lunch before going home to prepare for the dinner at Hyatt hotel
it was a 9 course dinner which tasted really good with stuff like lamb chops,prawns,roasted chicken,abalone blah blah blah.felt like puking after the dinner cause it was damn filling.
basically the wedding is just like a normal one which you always attend, a cocktail party first,my cousin's friends being emcees,alot of ppl you've never met,the bride and groom walking the red carpet and of course 交杯酒.
two 'special' things happened,the first being that we were sitted at the VIP table so we have our own servings!
second thing being that one of my cousin's leg got cut by the table edge but apparently the waiters over there got their priorities wrong because instead of helping my cousin with her wound, they took the tape to tape the table edge.like hello?! is the table more impt than a human.don't know whether to laugh or be angry, to think this is the type of service we expect from such a high class hotel but my dad was damn pissed because apart from that, they did not offer a word of apology!

another thing that got me pretty pissed happened today
me,kaijia and corine were on our way back from ferran's hse, but there's this don't know malaysian or china woman.
firstly, when the mrt door opened,she pushed past us to try to get a seat
but there wasn't any so she stood behind us
then she pushed kj and didn't apologise
when there was two seats in front of me, she pushed past me and sat down and asked her boyfriend to sit beside her.
we were so pissed that we kaopeh and gl her all the way to Braddell
which was freaking funny and we laughed like crazy
how can anyone be so rude?!
what happened to basic courtesy?

anyway thanks guys for the tags,
i'm currently still ok.haha so don't worry
thanks cher for coming down to chit chat with me that night
i felt really alot better after talking to someone
because i'm not really one that will approach anyone that easily
so thanks alot
thanks rach for the sms!
really don't know what else to say except thank you all for the concern
it really makes me feel stronger!

THANKS GUYS! <3

D-day

2008-10-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

All the papers came back today and i can only say that retaining is really inevitable
my mind is a mess now and i can't seem to think straight
i do not need anything,all i want is my parents' understanding but i guess that's not possible anymore
i felt so hopeless all afternoon and was desperate for some support
thx guys for being there

feel like escaping and not facing reality,
again it's not possible
only thing that seems possible now might be dropping out
things will never be the same again
often i blame myself for always causing such chaos in the family
but i really didn't mean for it to happen

whatever,you all are tired
but does that mean i'm not
does that i mean i never tried?
i don't know and don't care anymore.

AT YC'S HSE

2008-10-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

Firstly, thanks yc for inviting us to ur hse for such a great dinner! the food was really good! haha
me,corine,kj,bk,dx,hk,miki,py,sh,rose and ah jek were invited to yc's hse yesterday!
i woke up at ard 1230 in the afternoon and den went straight to his hse,the only thing is that such a long journey frm tanah merah all the way to woodlands i didn't get to sit down.met jiahao at amk station and was so glad cause i was almost bored to death.haha. met the rest at causeway point,we were supposed to meet at 130 but in the end we went to buy sushi and stuff so we only reached yc's hse ard 2 plus.the reason why yc suggested 130 was because he knew that most of us would be late but it still defeated the purpose.lol
when we finally reached his hse,we ate sushi before me miki corine and kj played mahjong while the rest played monopoly.mahjong is fun! haha
yc forced all of us to go down to play at 5,so we walked to this really huge space with basketball crts.the water bombs that yc prepared was damn lousy cause it won't burst when u throw it at somebody.to cut the story short we played bball,the skyrider or whatever it's name is and volleyball.
went up for dinner and helped yc's dad to make the dumplings which was damn fun!
and yc act like he knows everything so in the end we ended up with GIGANTIC dumplings,which was seriously huge! haha.there was oso deep fried oyster AND INSECTS and soup.i can only say we are damn pro cause the dumplings were put in those buffet trays and we almost finished all of it! all of us were really really full but the food was really really delicious! then we watched tian cai cong cong cong together and laughed like crazy! zax wang was hilarious!
then...we went downstairs to play fireworks before leaving.i seriously think the fireworks must have expired or something cause firstly it takes freaking long to light up and secondly it makes weird sounds,thirdly it doesn't haf the different colours and lastly poor rose's bag got burnt and has a hole in it.
lastly,though you're jealous but yc both your sisters are really pretty unlike you! HAHA :D
anyway,
THANKS YONGCHANG FOR THE WONDERFUL DINNER!

2008-10-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

Going to sch today was considered a waste of time because we are suppose to attend talks on service learning which i practically slept through.it was seriously boring!so we left during the first break to haf breakfast at macs where we ate and chatted till 11 plus.after that me and kj went to watch Connected at amk hub!the show was great and i can't believe how many movies i've watched within such a short period of time.haha.everytime me and kj will laugh when 大S say 喂，我是GRACE，GRACE WONG！oh and we agreed that the guy at the hp shop totally resembled yc! LOL.anyway the show/plot was good and we wondered how many cars did they actually crash cause louis koo was constantly changing cars in the movie.

2008-10-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

Done by Rach!
Love it!
really really happy to see that you're back to your cheerful self
and glad that you know we are always there for you! :D
Hann,sorry for replying you in that kind of tone on msn last night dunno if you realised but i just want to apologise!

went to sing k again today with corine and peiyu at joo seng,but dear kj pangseh us!
after that we went to AMK Hub to watch The House Bunny which was hilarious.so it's not a bad show to watch to destress! haha! that's all for today,need to wake up early tml for sch! sian.

IN PAIN!

2008-10-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

Can somebody help me cause my shoulder blades are hurting like crazy,the only good thing is that it is currently not peeling yet!
didn't go out today cause the singing session is postponed to tml and was almost bored to death! after so many days,i still couldn't decide what dramas to watch or rather there's not much of a choice so if anybody has any good recommendations pls tell me! :) so i ended up watching all the 综艺节目.lol.my ally sent me some videos(you're supposed to be studying!!!) on 舞林大道 which are really cool cause you don't really see people who dance like that in Singapore.And apart from Dance Flow, the best is of course 黑角!!! they are the best because ao quan,xiao jie and ah wei belong to that grp too!!!! HAHA! oh and xr told me that LOLLIPOP IS COMING TO SINGAPORE AGAIN IN NOV! OMG! I can't wait to see ah wei!! HAHA!

SENTOSA!

2008-10-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

I'm literally red now and emitting heat! was at sentosa the entire day with kaijia,corine,peiyu,boonkit,dexian and yongchang. we planned to meet at 8 at vivo but apparently almost everybody was late esp me and yc cause we had to go back to sch and hand in the stupid cha guan assignment.before that yc claimed that he was very hungry and so we ate at prata hse first.haha.
reached siloso beach ard 9 plus and we were the only people there.to cut the long story short, we played beach volleyball(all of us improved tremendously but my team kept losing to kaijia,sian!lol),swam and played with mudballs,kayaked,caught fishes,played volleyball and swam again and of course lots of cam whoring by kj and py!
the two most interesting things that happened today was firstly the unexplainable photos taken by kj,py and corine.i swear it's damn scary and anybody who see it will freak out so it's alr been deleted.but according to our logical analysis,we came to a conclusion that there is something called reflections.still it's really really freaky.anyway since it's midnight now i shall not elaborate further.
the second thing is really fun! we took revenge on siming who claimed that he will join us but to nobody's surprise he turned up only when we were abt to leave.so we dragged him to the sea knowing he could not swim and threw lots and lots of mud at him and also tried to drown him.HAHA! don't be angry k! you didn't know how long we were waiting for you.
oh and py almost killed me by pushing me underwater while corine was laughing at the side(tsk tsk) and thanks to bk or i would not be writing this post.i didn't know i could be this close to death.lol.but it's not your fault cause you can't swim,it's actually kj's fault :D
me and kj suddenly wanted to bet on the ending of coach carter when we were eating at kfc.kj said they lost while i insisted that they won and i even said we bet $10.in the end kj was correct but luckily while waiting for the ans to be proven, kj changed her mind and said that the person who guessed correctly would be termed the person with the best memory since we both watched the movie 2 to 3 yrs ago.haha or i would haf lost $10 for no reason.lol
Kj has taken all three memory cards and i shall post pics only after she has sent me! we haf broken the 200+ pics records! congratulations! HAHA!